My Baptism
I was being plagued by demons for decades following an event
that tormented me in dangerous ways for over 30 years.
I used a Spirit Board
several times as an adolescent and as a young adult which led me to choosing to
be a Psychic Medium when I graduated University.
I suffered grave and brutal
consequences as a result which I discuss in my book Demon Portals: A Psychic
Medium’s Path to Deliverance.
On December 18th
2016 I was baptized in my mentor’s hot tub as Trinity Lutheran’s pool was
unheated and it was the Christmas Season. I got into the warm water and Pastor
Nathan gently brought my head backwards into the water. When I came back up I
saw a very bright white light before my eyes and everyone disappeared behind
it.
I could feel the Pastor’s hands on my head and I could hear his blessings
but all
I saw was light. I felt a very warm feeling on top of my head that was
much warmer than the water. I felt a peace and a kind of quiet calm that I
never felt before. I heard the Holy Spirit tell me to serve the Lord from now
on and that my Christian family will grow as a result.
At the time I thought He
meant my friends at Trinity. Now I know that He meant all Christians
everywhere. Having grown up with a small and dysfunctional birth family I was
happy to be a part of a larger God loving family. My physical birth brought me
into a cursed life until my Baptism. I experienced a healthy birth in that hot
tub. I don’t call it a rebirth or a born again experience. It was in my mind
and heart the only true birth of my spirit, soul, volitional body and my body.
I was clearly in my mind just born for the first time. Everything seemed new
and fascinating.
Both Pastors’ faces and all my friends’ faces were glowing.
When I went inside to dry off and get dressed, I looked into a mirror and for
the first time in my life I could not completely recognize my own face. I
looked peaceful, and glowing as if a lit candle was inside my head. At that
moment I understood my covenant with God. “Yes I will share my Lord’s Word and
follow Him in all things. Forgive me for taking so long” and the Holy Spirit
replied: “you have only just 30 minutes ago been born, welcome home".
